Well, I think I’ve finally put a finger on why I’m feeling so stressed out lately! Regardless of how excited I am for Fall (and Halloween, of course), I haven’t been able to shake this feeling like I’m never going to accomplish everything I want to by the end of the year. It’s been really discouraging, but I’ve realized it’s just because I’m too damn ambitious.
I read a quote the other day that was along the lines of “having too much freedom and too many options leads to procrastination” and I think that completely sums up my entire life perfectly. So. I’m going to try and cut back on my expectations of myself and work towards smaller goals – with the help of my trusty Passion Planner, obviously – and just make things more manageable for myself until I have developed better habits. All that’s a post for another day, though.
Today, I’m going to start small and share my To Be Read (TBR) list for Fall/Winter 2015. I’m under no delusions that I will actually get through all of these books in the next three months, but I’m already on track to make a pretty big dent (assuming I don’t hit a book slump after finishing Queen of Shadows for the 2nd time…eek!).
I went back & forth on whether I wanted to share these by genre or by the order I have tentatively assigned to them, and I think I’m going with my random order, so we can see how many I end up skipping by the end of the year. Because *that* won’t be discouraging to look back on (sarcasm sarcasm sarcasm).
- Heir of Fire by Sarah J Maas (re-read)
- Queen of Shadows by Sarah J Maas (re-read)
- Coraline by Neil Gaiman (AB read-along)
- Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo (bookdrunkinlove read-along)
- Through the Woods by Emil Carrol (AB graphic novel read-along)
- Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern
- Library of Souls by Ransom Riggs
- Dracula by Bram Stoker
- Harry Potter & The Chamber of Secrets by JK Rowling (re-read)
- Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban by JK Rowling (re-read)
- I’ll Give You The Sun by Jandy Nelson
- Heir to the Empire by Timothy Zahn
- Dark Force Rising by Timothy Zahn
- The Last Command by Timothy Zahn
- The Wrath & The Dawn by Renee Ahdieh
- Uprooted by Naomi Novik
- The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken
- With this Heart by RS Grey
- Breakfast at Tiffany’s by Truman Capote
- Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire by JK Rowling (re-read)
Aditionally, I’ve got the following graphic novels that I’d like to finish before the end of the year:
- Sex Criminals vol. 1
- Wicked + Divine vol. 2
- Hawkeye vol. 1
- Saga vol. 5
- Halloween Eve
So needless to say, I’ve got an overly ambitious reading list for the season, and that’s only one aspect of my life I’ve been planning out. There is physically no possible way to get everything done that is on my to-do list, and I think that’s really got me frozen in place and feeling stuck. I’m sure someone out there can relate. I hope someone out there can relate…
In the end, I think it’s a matter of recognizing that it’s not the end of the world, and it’s definitely not something to be ashamed about if I don’t get around to everything. I mean, I’ve already surpassed the number of books I read in 2014. Right now I’m sitting at 33 books read this year, plus a ton of comics that I haven’t even counted towards my goal. I’d say I’m doing alright. And I need to look at things from this perspective more often. I also need to prioritize all of my 2015 goals to determine which ones I want to focus on for the next 3 months. It’s a work in progress, you guys… but aren’t we all? 🙂
Until Next Time ❤
*AB = AdultBooklr (what’s that?)